the brain — an apparatus with which we think we think.

the last few days (or weeks, if you must) were dominated mostly by a mix of lethargy, rare ardour and a proclivity to sleep late, slack, and basically wade blithely across a pool of languor as if nothing else mattered;

i am seriously throwing caution to the wind these days.
need. to. stop. being. whimsical.

need a sense of focus amidst a backcloth of emotional-rollercoasterish feelings
need to wash away unclear ideas and refresh the mind
need to lose weight,
need to stop listening to britney which i suspect has something to do with the palpable atrophy of my intellect

most of all need to brace myself for a post-ord life fraught with dangers and uncertainties
AND NEED FOR REASON TO REGAIN DOMINION OF THE MIND

omg that’s a really long to-need list.
actually, really need to catch some sleep
but i suspect the tea from dinner is keeping me really…wide awake.