the brain — an apparatus with which we think we think.

Hello. So this is it – new blog, because I’m sick of diaryland and wordpress was featured on Digital Life today, so I thought I’d give it a shot.

Excellent features, I must say. The field in which I’m typing in actually has options for me to bold my text, italicize, or strike it through. How cool is that, huh. Diaryland only had a box for me to type in, and I had to insert all that HTML codes myself.

I’m disinclined to blog in perfect English, partly because NS has encouraged me to pepper my sentences with terms like sialah, which, for the record, I’ve never used prior to enlistment. Tsk – no wonder I find writing those scholarship essays more difficult these days.

Anyway I’m going out for dinner later, yay.

Scholarships and university admissions are HAUNTING me perpetually. I just hate to grow up. I can’t really face the fact that I’ve left junior college and am 19. I shudder at the thought of having to know what I want to do in life, because I’m still clinging on to the vestiges of school days, where the primary concern was just studying and doing tutorials and.. everything was fun.

Although studying is supposed to lead to something eventually, like a good university entrance or a ticket to a financially-rewarding career, I didn’t seem to care back then. I was just studying aimlessly. Now that I finally have to make a decision I’m so perturbed.

Yuck.